Upset about some stuff but I just don’t have it in me to think about it anymore tonight. Thanks to Lil for listening, though. <3 I’ll sort it out tomororw, (if even possible)…
I’ve been doing a bunch of dumb cartoon-gesture drawings of my favourite/vent OC Ki tonight.
Super busy with Thanksgiving. @W@;; Filler post. <3
Been down lately but seem to’ve finally gotten over what was bothering me, so.
Eghk… Wanted to toss up one more thing while I was awake (for one of the few times today), so I wouldn’t feel totally useless.
Scribbled this for someone a bit ago as an aside thank you for picking me up from a bad day (even if unknowingly. Positive attitudes go a long way).
It’s just a doodle but for whatever reason I like it, and meh. I forgot how fun Gaian avies could be, palette wise. ಠ_ಠ
There’s super obnoxious colour discrepancies between my monitor and Matt’s laptop, splugh.
Horns. <3 White hair. <3
Sleep tiem. Again.
O-oh h-hey therrrre, Tumblrrr… baby, sweetie, angel.
It’s not that I didn’t think of you, honest. I just, had a lot on my plate. You know how it gets. Hah haha… hah… hah… ha.
Seriously though, I haven’t updated in a month+, oops. Honestly, life has just had me really down and out. And I’ve spent the better part of the last two hours struggling not to puke my brains out. Augh.
Actually, this post here simultaneously celebrates my 100th post, and my 20th follower. These are pretty much nothing to most of you, but that’s a really big deal to me, so, really, thank you. I mean it. I sincerely hope you all stay with me. <3
I’d held off so long because I kept, I don’t know. I kept wanting to post something special. Some amazing, thought provoking piece that said, ‘I’m here, I’m an artist!’, and when my birthday rolled past a few weeks ago (turned 24 on Feb 28th) and that magical art piece hadn’t happened, it created a really dark funk inside me.
My home life’s been really rough and my health not much better and it’s harder to motivate to do much of anything when you feel really low and deep, down, down in the dirt.
It isn’t much, but I thought I could breathe life into myself again with some art venting. These are the first images I’ve had to flow to me in the longest while where I wasn’t agonized, caught up in, ‘is this gallery/tumblr worthy? Is it honestly any good? Am I wasting my time? Oh, it’s probably not very good. Ugh, that anatomy is all wrong. Why didn’t I reference better? Agh, this isn’t how it looks in the reference. Why can’t I ever draw creatively and straight from my head?’
Silly kitty, you’re allergic to milk. Guess that’s why you’re living dangerously.
=A= The next thing will be something decent, finished, and better. I swear. Just scribbled this up and I liked it and since I didn’t have anything else to throw up, why not?
Just a stupid, five minute, ‘in no uncertain terms’, doodle for my husband. >_>; I love that stupid tanktop. It always creates the illusion of reasonable cleavage (of which I have none).
I have an unreasonable amount of hair (think 3’1” + of hair). So it’s a bit of a running gag that is sentient/I have magic control over it. I like to doodle it sometimes. z_z
It is also fickle. It is utterly straight some days, and a nightmare of frizz and curls the next. Overall it starts with a straight curve downward then turns into ringlets a little bit past my face. It was curlier before it was so long. I think it’s too heavy and that straightens it. One side is also considerably curlier/wavier than the other side (which looks quite straight in comparison). oO; It… it’s very odd. I’m toying with the idea of playing it up more in future and more serious self-portraits. What do you think?
A-yep.
Need to stop favouring this cartoony style, though and get back into a semi-realism rhythm. It’s really fun to draw but it’s screwing me up when I try to do paid work. z_z
I feel like an ass for all the art-spam today, sorry! I’ll try to be less productive tomorrow. :D
Man, I am having a super hard time believing this isn’t a dream or a prank. :C Saw it before bed and was sure that when I woke up it would have all been a dream.
Idols on my tumblr. What a day~.
Uhh, haha, seriously though, welcome, welcome!
This wasn’t supposed to be my first post of 2012.
What are you?
Stop making me draw you.
Go away.
I don’t like you.
Why do I get stuck with messed up muses?
Oh Crys, you really don’t know what you’re doing.
It’s okay, I still love you. Or something.
Let’s just be friends. Acquaintances. Please don’t call.
>O>;;;
Yoki (c) Iseh.
most textures made by myself, a few from http://falln-stock.deviantart.com/art/Sari-Fabric-6-85204269
